My husband...

is hurting so much. I don't know how to help him. He feels like a total failure, and everyone around him knows hes not. I know it's partly the band stuff, made worse by the fact that his prescriptions have to be paid in full by us and then reimbursed, so he hasn't had his Lexapro in a couple of months. Not good.

As for the band, I just don't get how they feel justified in simply replacing him. He's worked as hard - harder - than they have. All their contacts, because of him. Dibbos, The Rock, all the bands they call friends - all because of Mike. It pisses me off like you would not believe to know that they will just kick him to the curb and take all that he has given. And why? WHY? Because they are too proud to admit that they can't do it on their own. Because they believe treating people like shit is OK and Mike won't do it. Because they are LAZY. GOD, they weren't doing anything to promote themselve before, do they really think bringing a different person to abuse into the mix is going to HELP? How? :snort: They don't even have the balls to talk to him to his face about it. Damn, if I ever see either one of them again, they better hold on to their teeth. You don't wanna fuck with someone I care about.